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Anonymous said: i honestly, from the bottom of my heart hope that things work out for you. i have followed you here on tumblr for a while and you just seem like the most genuine person, and it makes me relieved to know you haven't lost your spark. i saw u at download festival and u just had the best aura, remember that if you don't get the job tomorrow, it's because you're going to get something bigger and better. wishing u all the best of luck, from one grrl to another. take care of urself xxx

Oh my god, this is so unbelievably kind. Thank you to whoever wrote this- I wish I could actually thank you.

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 I’m moving in with my boyfriend on Saturday. I’m unemployed. I’m scared I wont be able to make rent. The stress of me constantly feeling like I wont be able to support myself has sent me into this weird depression. I haven’t really been eating because I don’t want to spend money. My dad decided to cut me out of his life because of my “consistent immoral decisions”. I haven’t been doing anything creative.
I keep bailing on my friends because I just want to be alone. When I am out though, everyone has been very nice to me, helping me find work and buying me beers. I love my friends.

Still- I feel lucky, between all of this stuff happening. I haven’t lost my spark. I haven’t forgotten that its all up to me to make things happen. I haven’t forgotten that the people in my life are incredible. I’m really happy to be home from tour. I’m happy with the fact that I am just existing in Los Angeles.

I’m happy I get to go to sleep with my best friend every night and wake up to him every day. When you’re gone all the time- you miss that the most. I’m happy that he loves me and doesn’t give up on me, even when I tell him I feel like i’m losing my mind.

I get overwhelmed really easy. This year has been so different for me. Half of it doesn’t feel so real, like it almost never happened. It’s weird to be so close to people and then lose contact with them. It hurts. I’ve spent a lot of time wondering if I did the right thing. I wasn’t happy, I felt guilty and angry at myself all the time. I needed to go home and get out of it.

 I have an interview at Salt & Straw tomorrow, which is cool. I can bike to work if they hire me. I’ll be able to work on my own music and hopefully start making some zines. That’s all I really feel like doing right now. I want to garden, cook, and play music. I WANT to be home for the first time ever. 

Back to packing. Everything is going to be fine - I’ll keep telling myself that. 

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yuifukunaga:

Shelby, Sam, Tony and Barry at the El Rey, July 2014

<3__<3

yuifukunaga:

Shelby, Sam, Tony and Barry at the El Rey, July 2014

<3__<3

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Anonymous said: thing you're into most people would be surprised to know you're into?

Hm…People usually are genuinely surprised when they find out my overwhelming admiration and love for Beyonce is not a hoax.
Beyond that —

I fuckin love horses and I used to have one growing up.
I am obsessed with facial moisturizing and sunscreen?
I’m reallllly into decorating and furniture. I almost / still toy with the idea of going to school for interior design.

I can’t really think of any others off the top of my head.

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Anonymous said: worst injury you've gotten from a show?

WOOF!!!!  I have gotten so many :-(

The obvious one that i would like to say is from when i was on tour in New Jersey and I jumped on friends back for a piggy back ride… Which ended up  w/ me in the hospital, 3 missing teeth and now have scars on my face for the rest of my life.

besides that, i don’t think i have ever seen Mean Jeans without a concussion or a black eye :-(

aaaaaand one time I saw The Spits and got kicked in the back of the head, had a full on panic attack in the middle of the crowd and then had to be pulled out by security. that shit sucked. I missed almost all of their set. :-(

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Anonymous said: what has been the longest relationship you have had?

the one i am currently in! almost two years, we’re moving in together right now. fucking crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Anonymous said: what are your vices?

I’ve read peoples personal journals. Quite a few and multiple times. Its fucked up. I’m irresponsible with money and don’t know how to save it, I drink too much sometimes // make bad decisions (3 1/2 teeth knocked out, black eyes, general embarrassment, also my body feeling horrible),. I feel like stealing ALL THE TIME. I got arrested in a mall for stealing when I was 18, so i don’t do it anymore… its just more of a daydream thing. 

I think that is enough to write, ha.

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Anonymous said: take a photo on your webcam and attach it to this ask message

my camera isnt working but i think that this will do…

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i’m packing and trying to distract myself.

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chrisfarren:

Welcome to HOLLYWINGS baby! The gang is smack dab in the middle of the first national Wingnuts tour and the first stop is Tinsel Town, baby!!! We’ve got our resident bad boy Sean Stevenson along for the ride, as well as our very dear friend and blonde woman Shelby Jacobson. Also we have an EXCLUSIVE interview with flight attendant Christy Pollack!

very fun podcast i was on with my friends maybe give it a listen who cares

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*stares at ceiling*